I am feeling all over the place.
Why am I feeling so tired these days? Not only physically tired, but mentally too. I just came back from a week under the sun and I already feel like going back. The weather in Montreal is so depressing right now. Gloomy and rainy. I feel like staying home and sleep all day. But yeah, work is calling. Since the beginning of 2018, I have been doing freelance work full time. Like, being a freelance is my job. I sometimes work 4 hours a day, sometimes 12 hours a day. My work schedule is hectic. Depending on my events, blog posts, shootings and work on my own, it’s really crazy. I have to stay very organized because it’s quite taking all of my energy right now. I honestly love my job because I get to do what I like whenever I like, but yeah! We all have our dark moments.
Instead of complaining, I really want to make things change. There are a few things in my life that I want to change/get rid of. That reminds me that life is so short! Why waste some precious time over stuff that you don’t enjoy doing? Why would you waste your time not feeling good? Why would you let anyone make you feel like you’re not good enough? Why waste time on the wrong people? Why do you put yourself last, when you should be your very first priority?
I created this small list of things I want to get done in the next few days. For personal reasons, I want to keep this list for myself but I suggest you do one too, if you’re feeling on the low side these days.
Here’s a little reminder guys. Never settle for anything less than what you deserve. Know your worth, know your talents and know your qualities. Challenge yourself every day. Don’t compare yourself to others cause it will slowly kill you in the inside. Have faith in you and faith in life.
Lots of words, lots of meaning. But yeah, I am lost; I think you can feel it. Your girl needs some time off for now. Take care you all! xo